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...and as always, with Chainsaw Teeth... [Apr. 22nd, 2007|09:02 pm]
d M u n
[Current Location |machine r00m.]
[... |poof.]
[Now Playing |m00ziq iz N0THING]

Haven't tapped this hooker of a journal for awhile. S'pose this is only a test.

A test...
...a test...
...a TEST!

Can't believe they haven't deleted it yet.

...THEY...
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You tell me "NO!" and say I don't deserve this... [May. 14th, 2006|07:56 pm]
d M u n
[Current Location |Doo-Doo Land.]
[... |..'nother day, 'nother dollar.]
[Now Playing |"The Asshole Song". Jimmy Buffet.]

A beer would be mighty nice right about now.

All of this...country-esque music...casual.

The Arsenal:
- NOX2 Myodilator Support Formula.
- ZN-3 Thermogenic Support pillz.
- TwinLab Definition pillz.
- Hydroxycut 24/7 Metabo-Boost Formula.
- Weights and a CrossTrainer XI.
- A veil to prove my sanity.

...I think I'm developing an immunity against work.

Seems like nothing isn't so bad, even if down below, I can sense a piddling row of sticks holding it all up.

'Spose there isn't anything else to do but press on.
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You point your finger, and I pay attention...what more do you want from me? [Apr. 17th, 2006|09:36 pm]
d M u n
[Current Location |Workworkwork.]
[... |burnt...no, not -that- burnt.]
[Now Playing |Heaven. Opiate For The Masses.]

www.myspace.com/demonvoice

That's me, enjoy...

I must...

- receive a 'specific treatment' sheet from my Life Skills center.
- find time for 'walk-in' Annual Vehicle Inspection appointment.
- find time to contact FOD management and update folder.
- ...then attend the semi-annual FOD meeting.
- study for upgrade training, no problem.
- manage new schedule for times to work out.
- inventory fire extinguishers...they always seem to disappear... (who STEALS fire extinguishers?! x_x)
- pick up dress uniform at dry-cleaning...
- pick up dress coat at alterations...
- attend the flag ceremony on Friday, as guideon in...service dress uniform. v___v
- research and contact nearby adoption agencies...
- find a gift for Alex's birthday...what what money is available.
- stay updated on shift schedule changes...any convenient shift other than current.
- purchase gas coupons...hopefully half-and-half with Brian to save money.
- find a faster way to get a house/entitlements...anything sooner than 4 months to a year. .___.,

Remember...

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In the words of Otep: "I hate my life."

Wife, I love. Life, I don't.
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I heard somebody say, "I think she's dyin'..." [Mar. 29th, 2006|02:13 pm]
d M u n
[... |coffee-faced.]
[Now Playing |Fish On. Primus.]

"Maybe she's already dead, maybe she's gone to Mars.
Maybe we could even write her epitaph in the stars."

-- The Vampires Of New York, Marcy Playground.

Marriage is SWEET, I feel older...and more prioritized. Sure, I'm often late for work, but since I'm an imperfect human being like anybody else, I'm entitled to blame it on my frequently and spontaneously dying phone, in which I'm too frugal to buy a cheap alarm clock in replacement of.

Then again, I've been counseled on being 2 minutes late today, and the strong, respectable supervisor has supplied me with $5.65, so...off to buy that cheap alarm clock.

...no, I am not "sane", I just drink alot of Italian coffee. It's a gift, really...when this beautiful girl prepares it for you...puts a smile on the ol' face whenever work doesn't piss you off, disregarding politics, of course.

Time to go to the gym again, 'spose I'll go after work.
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Nature is a whore... [Mar. 13th, 2006|04:51 am]
d M u n
[... |better...sort of.]
[Now Playing |Lithium. Nirvana.]



Tis I, on a good day....

And I write this to you my dear...
for your eyes alone.
I'm out of heart and these tanks are low,
so cast your days to flame,
and set your phoenix to flight.
Let her turn to ash,
among those flourescent lights.
Let your love drift deeper...
Let her wings catch the sky...
Just remember my name, girl...
...and remember what died.
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...something wrong, Sunshine? Something not what you thought it was? [Mar. 1st, 2006|06:31 am]
d M u n
[... |32045.berries!]
[Now Playing |In The Flesh? Pink Floyd.]

"If it was up to me...I'd shoot them all!"

Mankind sickens me, I can't even begin to explain the putrid sensation...overwhelming every nerve...racing across every synapse. God, I just want to rip my eyes out and burn them.

So much to the point of being unable to take a survey, or scribble, or smoke a cigarette...perhaps it's the lack of rest that deprives me of joy. So few and far...the fleeting sensations that declare my well-being.

Those sensations...may they know who they are, and what they are...and may they recognize how much I love and respect them. Good people make great adversaries, and what's wrong with that? It's a sign of affection. My brain just keeps on twisting...must sleep...not even...making sense...gah...
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An apple orchard for the war effort: the fervid light of chaoticum. [Feb. 16th, 2006|04:50 am]
d M u n
[... |wired to the war machine...]
[Now Playing |Blood From the Roots of the Forest. Xasthur.]

I should... attach a photo here or something...

...oh, right, I forgot the CD, again.


Somebody just shoot me, I'm weary of this blatant masquerade of an existence. So little to find solace in, my heart lies within a woman's eyes and my mind mingles 'neath constellations unseen.

The misery is overwhelming, oscillating betwixt the arcades of foolish pretend and deaf, somber madness.

We cannot even begin to grasp a true calling...

...and the faces continue to blur. I smile.


Play: "White Hen Slaughter", Macabre.
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Carnaged reaped from the hellbringer's blade. [Feb. 10th, 2006|12:55 am]
d M u n
[... |sweepy-poo.]
[Now Playing |I Am The Black Wizards. Emperor.]

Late for work every day this entire week.

Got two different exercises in the next two weeks, meaning I'm working on Sunday.

...almost had to work on Saturday also, just because a drunk bitch got our squadron a DUI. Nice. ~__~


The barricades stand strong 'gainst a wily and ponderous future. Emperor hurls my brainstem into the cold ashen reaches of a dark and wonderful blessing...LIFE: the slowest form of suicide. Do-what-you-want or compromise, they're both fine choices.

Besides, what else is there?

Good question: so many, that there is no good enough answer.


Now Playing: "Once Ordained", Immolation.
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A thousand open ears and still not a word to say: [Feb. 1st, 2006|06:38 am]
d M u n
[... |hangin' in...]
[Now Playing |Bastard Set Of Dreams. Dead To Fall.]

"Now I'm slipping through the hairline cracks of sanity, best watch your back." - Count Filth.

"The wisdom's in the trees, not the glass window." - Jack Johnson.

"Some weenies have cheese in them!!!" - Happy Noodle Boy.


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"Now I'm slipping through the hairline cracks of sanity, best watch your back." - Count Filth.

"The wisdom's in the trees, not the glass window." - Jack Johnson.

"Some weenies have cheese in them!!!" - Happy Noodle Boy.


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Your subtle murmurings...they create me. [Jan. 20th, 2006|01:39 pm]
d M u n
[... |cafe...]
[Now Playing |Dark City Treno. The Final Fantasy Soundtrack.]

Four things I know about myself:

- I'm getting married.
- I love her.
- I want a turkey and artichoke sammich.
- I love artichokes.



_____________________________________________


You are . . .

[] short, under 5'2
[] 5'2 -5'6"
[x] 5'7" - 6'0
[] tall 6'1 and up


Naturally . . .

[] blonde
[] redhead
[] brunette
[x] dirty blonde/brownish
[] dark brown
[] black
[] blue-eyed
[]brown-eyed
[] green-eyed
[] hazel eyed
[] gold/gray-eyed
[] silver/gray- eyed
[x] blue/green-eyed
[] blue/gray-eyed
[] they change colors
[] glasses
[] contacts
[] neither
[x] short hair
[] medium
[] long hair


Your favorite color(s) are . . .


[x] red
[] khaki
[] pink
[] hot pink
[] yellow
[x] black
[] green
[x] lime green
[] blue
[x] white
[] turquoise
[] silver
[] purple
[] brown
[] orange
[] grey
[] maroon
[] gold
[] clear
[] don't really fucking care


Some things you've done . . .

[] ice skating
[x] hiking
[x] kayaking
[x] rafting
[] water skiing
[x] camping
[x] horseback riding
[x] surfing and skim/wake boarding
[x] snowboarding
[x] skiing
[x] skateboarding
[] cheerleading
[] lacrosse
[x] street hockey
[] gymnastics
[x] martial arts
[] bmx
[] baton twirling


Your personality is sometimes . . .


[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[] serious
[x] laid back
[]bitchy/asshole-ish
[] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird
[x] ditzy
[x] sarcastic
[x] slow


You can stand listening to . . .

[] pop
[] country
[] christian
[x] classical
[x] techno
[x] oldies
[] opera
[x] reggae
[] emo
[x] 80's
[x] disco
[x] rap
[x] rock
[x] punk
[x] metal


The pets you have had...

[x] cat
[x] dog
[x] lizard
[x] rat
[x] ferret
[] bunny
[x] fish
[x] duck
[x] horse
[x] bird
[x]frog
[x]hermit crab
[] prarie dog
[] none
[] turtle
[x] hamster
[x] snake
[x] gerbil
[] guinea pig
[] pig
[x] goat
[] chinchilla
[x] tarantula
[] geese


Clothing Brands you like . . .

[] Delia's
[] American Eagle
[] Hollister
[x] The Buckle
[] Abercrombie & Fitch
[x] Target
[x] Wal-mart
[] Wet Seal
[] O'neil
[] PacSun
[] Aeropostale
[x] Dickies
[] Quicksilver/ Roxy
[] Anchor Blue
[x] Hot Topic
[] Guess
[] Lucky
[] Champs
[x] Salvation army/goodwill
[] old navy
[] only name brand
[x] dont give a fuck


Shoe Brands . . .

[x] Nike
[x] Adidas
[] reebok
[x] Etnies
[x] Converse
[] K Swiss
[] steve Madden
[x] vans
[x] if i like something ill buy it no matter what brand
[x] New Balance
[] LEI
[] Payless
[]Adio
[] Osiris


States I have been to . . .

[x] Alabama
[x] Alaska
[x] Arizona
[x] Arkansas
[x] California
[x] Colorado
[] Connecticut
[] Delaware
[x] Florida
[x] Georgia
[] Hawaii
[x] Idaho
[] Illinois
[] Indiana
[x] Iowa
[x] Kansas
[x] Kentucky
[x] Louisiana
[] Maine
[] Maryland
[] Massachusetts
[x] Michigan
[x] Minnesota
[x] Mississippi
[x] Missouri
[x] Montana
[x] Nebraska
[x] Nevada
[] New Hampshire
[] New Jersey
[] New Mexico
[] New York
[x] North Carolina
[x] North Dakota
[x] Ohio
[x] Oklahoma
[x] Oregon
[] Pennsylvania
[] Rhode Island
[x] South Carolina
[] South Dakota
[x] Tennessee
[x] Texas
[x] Utah
[] Vermont
[x] Virginia
[x] Washington
[] Wahington D.C.
[] West Virginia
[x] Wisconsin
[x] Wyoming
[] I dont know...lol

Your confessions . . .

[] im afraid of the silence
[x] I am really ticklish
[] I'm afraid of the dark
[x] I've collected comic books
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad
[x] I open up to others easily
[x]I read the news
[x]I love Disney movies
[x] I am a sucker for eyes
[] I don't kill bugs
[] I have "x"s in my screen name
[] I bake well
[x]I have worn pajamas to class
[] I love Martha Stewart
[]I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x] I am self-conscious
[x] I love to laugh.
[] i drink alcohol on a regular basis
[x] I smoke cigarette
[x] I smoke weed
[] I can't swallow pills
[] I bite my nails
[x] i want your mom
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored
[x] Gotten lost in the city
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas
[x] Made out in an elevator
[planning] Been skydiving
[x] Been bungee jumping
[x] Bitten someone
[x] Dressed up like a guy/girl
[x] egged a house/car
[x] Crashed into a car
[x] Been fired
[x] Been skinny dipping


Have you ever...

[x]stolen a sign
[x] danced in the rain
[x]Seen a shooting star
[x] proposed to anyone
[x] Gotten stitches
[x] Eaten Sushi
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[] Been on a cruise ship
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[x] Been on a Plane by yourself
[x] had surgery
[] seen a movie more than 3 times in the theater
[x] been on stage
[x] peed somewhere other than a toilet
[x] gotten a black eye
[x] memorized all the dialogue in a movie
[]watched an entire baseball game on tv


Do you like...

[x] old movies
[x] musicals
[x] blasting music in your car
[x] foreign foods
[x] anime
[x] christmas time
[x] donuts
[x] animals
[x] coffee
[x] tea
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